Why?

Why am I writing this? The truth, I don't know but lately I've been feeling the need of express my feelings and I can't do it on Facebook or other social media because the person who is inspiring them will read it and I am not ready for that. Also I am almost sure that he would think that I am crazy for think or feel like I do. The problem is that, even if I know that is completely crazy I can't control it. For some reason I think that write here, in this blog, is going to help me. The truth is that I was inspired for a movie, I really sad movie: "Ask me anything". I hate sad movies but I thought it was going to be a normal romantic young adult movie. The point is that the consultant recommend to the main character write her feelings in a blog. I just want, for some reason, people knowing them. If I could I will scream to the world all that is making me crazy. So many conversations in my head, thoughts that I never said out laud, feelings....

So that it is, I want to be heard, read in this case. I am not looking for attention, maybe I am just looking for people who feel like me so I will demonstrate to myself that I am not completely crazy. Maybe I am. So as you can see my life if full of maybes. I hope this blog is going to help me to find myself and if I can help or touch the hearts of someone in my way, I will be happy. 

And that's it.... I am Viky and I will write my crazy thoughts for you.

PD: Probably you notice that my write is kind of weird of different, that's because I am a spanish speaker but, somehow, when I speak in english is easier for me express my feelings. I hope you can forgive me for my probable misspellings.

Love, Viky